bAbYeKiN

So long since I update

2007-06-06T21:06:00.000-08:00

Hey ya! Sorry for the very3 late updating of my blog.. Tis few mths theres alot of things happened to me.. Abt my relationship, my famili n my werk.. Till nw I still cnt to find any full time jobs tt suit me the best.. Yah.. I noe tt I cnt be choosy abt full time jobs, bt wat if I really dun like the job? Must I take it for the sake of money? Its no use.. Sometimes we shud be choosy over somethings.. Especially abt job.. Its for our future and also its our life term job tt we cnt simply take it for granted.. For relationship, we nearly end up breaking up, bt lucky of me to haf HIM who is always gif in to me n the one who save our relationship frm coming to an end.. Hehehe.. Ermm.. As usual for girls.. Always didnt tink twice b4 doing anything wen shes angry.. Hehehe.. Abt my famili.. Nehhh.. Im lazy to tok abt it.. Gif me the heartache onli.. Bt wat to do.. Dey r still my famili.. Wifout dem, theres no me.. Dey r everything to me..

A long nite for me!!

2007-03-29T05:20:00.000-08:00

Awww.. Im so damn tired today.. I didnt even get a wink of slip aft coming bck frm clubbing wif haisah, ayu (haisah's cousin) n her frens.. B4 going clubbing, I went to my classmates chalet.. Its was for class gathering as we will not be seeing each other after tis.. Bt.. I dun noe y.. Wen me, haisah n ayu arrived, we r the onli ppl who made the noisest among all.. Y ehk?? Dun noe ley.. I dun noe lah if aft we blah.. The chalet tu kecoh ke tk arh as we didnt stay for long.. We did stay to help the rest of my classmates for bbqing.. Yah.. It was fun as I had long time didnt go to any chalet or pit.. eheheh..

So.. Aft eating until our stomach full, we made a move as there was nothing for us at the chalet.. Everyone was toking among themselves.. Hello.. Was it a class gathering or grp gathering??? I wonder..?? So.. To elakkan dari bosan pt chalet, me, haisah n ayu planned to go clubbing.. Since we nvr been to club together b4.. So.. Today it was my chance to njoy.. Bt.. Bkn njoy solo babe.. Bwk my guy along.. So first we went to MOS.. Dh bored we went to Phunk Club n lastly St James Power Stnt.. Dh pnt joget kte sumer lepak2 pt VIVO CT..

Fuh.. Punyer lah happening.. Ape tk nyer.. First time dok g club n coincidently today, me n my guy r celebrating our 11 mth anniversary.. So njoy sakan arh.. So.. Inside the club to I no nid to tell lh ye.. Phm2 sendiri lh ye ape tejd pt dlm club.. Nasib baik g on wed.. Ladies Nite.. Free lh for us Ladies.. So.. Too bad for the guys.. hehehe..

Oklh.. Enuf toking abt today outing.. Bt.. I juz hope tt today outing nvr ends.. It was too fast to end.. Nvm.. May b there will b a next time? U nvr noe.. hehehe..

almost had a break up

2007-03-06T04:49:00.000-08:00

Since tis few wks I had a big quarell wif hubby including 2day tt somehow somewat i wanna break up wif him.. i juz cnt stand his attitude tt he oways get pissed off wen we nid ani discussion abt our relationship.. nw my luv towards him r getting lesser aft wat had happen.. he really made a greatest mistake tt made my luv and care towards him getting lesser.. ermm.. i juz dun noe wat to do.. shud i still asked for a break up eventhough i still luv him?? or nt?? i dun noe the ans myself.. he did say to me tt half of his heart has oready belongs to me n he cnt live wifout me.. haizzz.. i even dun noe y hubby's fren's sista n her fren n including his fren's fiancee's sista call us "The Swit Couple".. wat makes they call us tt?? i eva asked one of his fren's sista.. she told me tt she was jealous to see tt me n hubby r oways laughing, making jokes together unlike her n her guy.. den i asked her again.. y dun u call ur bro n his fiancee suwit couple?? isnt if the couple r engaged makes dem even more switter?? ermmm.. i juz hope i gt the ans to my questions.. i gt alot of questions tt havent been ans...

Happy Advance Valentine's Day

2007-02-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

Fuh!! Today it was me n hubby 1st advance valentine celebration together.. Almaklumlh.. Luckily today hubby nyer pay day.. So 1st.. We went to Bugis.. As usual we took neoprint.. Den he said tt he wanted to buy for me something.. I was totally shocked tt he wanted to buy for me a big Winnie the Pooh bear tt cost him up to 40 plus dollar.. I juz said tt its okie n he's fine wif him bt still he wanted me to choose other bear n regard tt as a present frm him to me.. So.. Biler survey2 tt shop.. I totally went crazy.. Dun noe which bear to choose other den winnie the pooh lh.. So after looking thru finally I chose a bear wif 4 pink heart n a rose at its hand tt cost him $16.90.. After paying, he told me tt he wanted to buy for me a necklace or a bangle or a ring or a earring.. He asked me to choose either one of those.. Wen I told him tt its enuf for me, he said tt its juz once in a while tt he buy for me gift.. So.. Nk sdp kn ati dia, I told him tt I tk cerewet coz dia yg nk li kn utk me.. So went arnd the Bugis Junction to search.. Den we stop at one shop stating 2 for $12.. So.. I bought one necklace n a pair of earrings..

So.. After walking arnd we met hubby fren n lepak2 dgn dorg.. We went to Far East.. So frm Bugis we took a bus n stopped at Somerset.. So we walked all the way to Far East.. Otw there, we stopped again at a shop stating 3 for $10 selling of rings,necklace.. N I totally admire one particular ring tt look kinda of like an engagement ring.. So I asked hubby for his opinion n tought of buying it the next time I come to tt shop.. Bt den he asked me whether I wanted it or not.. Bt before I can ans his ques he oready asked the lady for the price of the ring n bought for me.. So total he spend on me was arnd $32.90.. Ni tk termsk dgn duit mkn agik.. So.. Today was the first time tt he spend tt much on me for only one day..

Thx hubby for today romantik outing.. I juz hope u can read my blog coz I dun noe how to repay u bck aft u spend so much on me.. I really4 appreciate for all tt u had done for me.. Eventhough we did quarrel alot bt despite all tt we still love each other n still nid each other support, care n concern..

hoooraaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-01T06:18:00.000-08:00

At last.. alhamdulillah my sick has gone.. bt onli my neck is slowly recovering.. ermmm... tomolo wiill be my tiring day as i will be helping my mum at hm in serving guests foods.. there will be some "Jawatankuasa Meeting" at my hm tomolo.. its consists onli my neighbour frm different blocks.. tired2.. bt it will be kinda of interesting to get involve.. so at least i noe wat my dad n the others will be toking n discussing abt.. hehehehe.. bt.. cn b boring too.. as i cnt do anithing or even watch the tv while the guests still at my hse.. ermmm.. cnt even kol my SYG oso.. ermmmmm.... bt wat to do.. haf to respect guests.. hehehe.. hmmm.. wat shud i wear for tomolo?? i havent make up my mind wat to wear?? must wear my "tudung" oso?? OMG.. its leceh man!!! wif all the serving of foods .. tk psl2.. my tudung nnt yg mkn.. hahaha.. so i juz hope i wun b long.. tkt nnt mata tk blh nk angkat.. kalo nk tdo tk aik plak kn.. oso.. aft the occasion i still haf to get up n help my mum again to clean everything up.. haizz...

Ermm.. ydae i totally forgt tt we haf a claz photo taking.. haizzz.. yelah.. tk dtg skul.. MC.. so.. i dun noe if im going to buy the pic or nt as my face is nt in the pic.. tis is the first time of my entire skul yr tt i didnt turn up for the photo taking.. ermmm.. wait2.. i still remember tis is nt the first time.. bt the second time.. the first time was way bck wen i was in sec 4.. taking my solo pic to put in my portfolio.. my whole famili woke up late n i was totally forgot abt tt.. so.. i guess in my klaz i was the onli one who didnt haf ani grad pic in my portfolio fail.. hehehe.. one in the million kn.. kalo in the future my manager ask.. tk kn nk ckp yg i woke up late n didnt turn up for the photo shooting?? uat malu jer.. ermmm.. ntah lh ye.. juz wait n see for the future to come..

ermmmm....

2007-01-30T21:27:00.000-08:00

Ermmm... wat a bad wk for me.. first, i got a fever which is on n off.. den a headache.. den lastly, a stiff neck which is unbearable n i haf difficulty to move my head frm rite to left.. haizzz... tis is wat happen if long time didnt get ani illness.. wen it happen to come.. ermmm.. frm one illness to many illness tt come by.. bt luckily i gt tis sickness.. at least i can stay at hm n rest.. nwaday skul is BORING.. lessons r getting frm bad to worse.. im getting lazy to go to skul.. frm the marketing projects tt nvr end to the advance excel tt is damn difficult wif all the formulars to remember.. i dun noe whether tis final semester i cn score n go to poly or nt.. or the worse i cn get to is polyclinic lh.. hehehe.. eventhough i try bt my brain is getting rusty frm all the remembering of notes.. i juz hope my parents wud understand tt somehow i dun tink i can make it to poly.. i noe all parents want the best for their children.. bt not all child is the same.. bt wat to do.. i juz haf to try my best to make my parents proud.. my parents always told me,"Selagi blh blajar, blajar.. Keje tu blh biler2.. Nnt kalo dh keje aru ingat nk blajar alek uat pe??".. wat my parents told me r true bt.. *sigh*.. i dun noe lh.. my guy also ask me tt if i cn make it to poly y must i juz let go for it.. bt.. if im still skuling i still haf to kip it as secret again abt my relationship wif my guy.. my parents will explode if they noe tt im in relationship.. bt sometime i cnt wait to haf a full time job n support my famili.. eventhough im werking part time bt i sometime didnt get to njoy tt much wif my money.. paying of my bills, transport money, duit mkn.. im left wif a little money for me to njoy to go shopping to buy wat i want.. haizzz.. if i want to ask frm my guy money oso i haf to tink tt he gt siblings to take care for.. sometime wat his father gave some money to his siblings is nt enuf for dem to eat at hm n at skul.. sometime oso wen his dad short of money he will ask money frm his siblings.. wat kind of father is he?? he cant even support his children?? sometime i wanna ask my guy what his dad do to his money n where it gone to?? bt.. its his famili matter n im juz an outsider.. i dun haf the courage to ask eventhough im his gal.. bt im juz curious.. bt.. nt onli his dad, his mum oso. she will ask frm him money.. sometime i juz wanna him to say to his mum tt he oso nid the money for himself as he left wif little money aft giving some to his siblings.. bt.. tts his mum.. wat i cn say is.."Kasi jer lh.. Yelah tu kn ur mum.." haizzz... im juz pity for him.. i juz cant wait for me oso to get his full time job.. bt sometime i juz cnt understand.. his parents r werking bt where do all their money goes to?? i noe abt his mum.. paying the rent of the hse shes staying at.. the bills.. bt as a mum.. cn she sees her son suffer by wanting to gif some money to her?? my guy is juz a young adult i cn say n oso nid some njoyment n nt stuck wif famili probs... like my mum always say to me.. eventhough theres some financial probs in my famili, my mum wun tell me until if they really tinks her children nids to noe.. nt burden dem wif the probs.. tts y i always feel tt im lucky to haf a famili like tis.. bt despite all tis, tts some probs tt i dun noe n my parents r gd at keeping it.. dey dun like me to tink abt tis n my studies will be disturbed.. its between my parents to tink.. my mum love to say tis sentence,"Kakak jgn risau.. Mk nk kakak blajar jer.. sal duit mak dgn bpk blh urus kn.." Sometimes i dun get sad wen heard wat my mum said.. tts y like i say, i cnt wait to get a full time job n support my famili n nt to burden them animore.. they suffer alot.. so tis time arnd my part as their eldest daughter is to make them happy n pay wat they had done to make their children stay healthy n get gd educations..

how m i doing rite nw??

2007-01-25T18:33:00.000-08:00

haizzz.. wat m i doing rite nw?? i was supposed to do my AOA assignment bt here I am update my blog.. in the first place i tot tt AOA was easy.. juz computer.. bt.. aft doing the advance excel.. fuh.. so damn difficult.. there r alot of formula to remember.. juz i tot tt this excel will be easy as my Nitec excel.. nw oso i haf a fever.. bt still coming to skul.. tot of nt coming bt juz remember tt im werking today.. been a few yrs didnt get fever.. skali kene rabak.. luckily my guy gave me his fever medicine.. so at least im okie for the time being.. juz hopefully my fever didnt last tt long.. i juz hate of having a fever.. bt skali skale kalo sakit blh lh dpt manje2 dgn my guy.. like ydae wen i was otw hm.. my temperature rose.. i was so damn cold tt eventhough i wore my sweater i still cant stand the coldness.. so.. wen he saw tt i was shivering, he hug me n hold my hand to keep me warm.. ouhhhh... isnt tt touching?? eheheheh.. nw.. im oso still cant stand the coldness as im in smart rm..

coincidently, my best fren oso going to haf a fever.. (i tink, bt i juz gave her the panadol).. ermmm... pelik2.. eventhough we r best fren sometimes haf different interest.. bt, our taste cn oways be the same.. n nw we r both sick.. no mood to make jokes.. arggghhhh.. my headache is coming bck again!! cam mls nk g keje bt.. its been 2 wks i didnt werk.. nnt no money for myself.. nnt who will be supporting me if i dun haf ani money?? haizzz... nw i noe tt werking is nt easy as i tink.. skuling is fun bt wen we r broke still we haf to werk to earn extra money even if we r sick.. we will still try our best to go to werk.. haizzz.. i cn juz imagine if onli my dad is a billionaire.. like Bill Gates.. will it be cool to haf a dad like tt.. no nid to tink abt money.. tk de duit mintak jer bpk.. hehehe.. bt.. in S'pore it difficult for tt unless we haf our own company.. haizz..

A Start of A New Life Wif Him

2007-01-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

Holaaaaa!!! Sori for d late updates on "ME".. Hehehe.. Btw.. My relationship wif my guy nw so far so gd aft discussing wif him.. I felt d relieved.. Kalo tk pening kepale fikir kn ttg ni.. Kejam celik.. Kejam celik.. Tis coming 29 Jan ni we will celebrating our 9 mth anniversary... Yahooo!!!! So I juz hope d best for we both.. So.. To my PCDs.. Thx for oways advise me to b strong n give me d courage to move on even I gt d biggest probs wif HIM.. Thx also to my best fren.. Thx for d encouragement wen I had d saddest moment in my entire life..

Aiyooo!! Arnd evening today, my body suddenly feel d chill tt it gave me the signal tt I gonna haf a fever.. Been a few yrs tt I didnt catch ani fever.. Tis may b due to gt d sickness frm HIM lh ni.. Hehehe.. So.. Nw its my turn to get d most attention frm him.. Yelah.. Wen he was sick.. Fuh!! Dia nyer manja bkn main agi.. Mkn nk kene amek kn.. Air suam pn kene amek kn.. Biler duduk pn nk bekepit aje.. Kate nyer.. Dis sejuk lh.. Mcm2 agi lh.. So.. Nw.. Nnt kalo jmp dia.. Nk manja puas2 lh.. Hehehehe...

My head spinning

2007-01-18T17:07:00.000-08:00

Holaaa guys.. Sori dh lame tk update my blog.. Bkn nye mls tp tk tau ape nk cite.. Ni skg lh aru de cite.. Oklh.. For d past wks ni de byk benda yg belaku to me.. Didnt spend time dgn my guy.. Had some misunderstanding wif him.. Kebykan nyer probs wif my guy lh.. Haizzz.. Nk break dgn dia, I still luv him.. Bt y he must do wat I dun like??!! Y must he make me cry all nite tinking of this??!! All he noes.. Saying sori bt do d same incidents again.. Since dia start bekwn dgn kwn2 dia dari lain department at his werkplace, his attitude changed.. Kte dh tk bbl sgt pt fone.. Dia ckp de duty lh.. Nk rest lah.. Mcm2 reasons lh.. Tp kalo g clubbing tk pnt plak.. Agi tk inform I.. Biler I called him.. Aru lh I tau where he is.. Sape yg tk sakit ati??!! After putting dwn d fone, I juz cried my heart out.. Kalo I kuar tk blang dia tau dia mengamok.. Even kalo kuar dgn famili pn nk mrh2.. Dia??!! Sumer nyer blh lh.. Kdg2 tu pikir yg kalo nk mrh2 kn dia pn tk gune.. Benda dh tejd.. Dh tk gune nk mrh2.. Prnh tu dia tanye I if his attitude had changed?? I say lh no coz I understand tt hes tired of his guard duty n nids some rest.. Tp wat makes me mad ni.. Ckp pnt.. Bt still went clubbing.. I dun noe if I've been nice to him ni kene tmpt ke tk?? I dun noe.. Im confused.. I oso dun noe if my heart still haf the strong luv towards him?? I dun noe???
I dun noe if I shud kene kn dia after wat he did towards me?? Do i will achieve anithing if I do tt?? I dun noe how long I can endure wif all tis?? I noe all relationship do haf its ups n dwns.. Bt.. I dun noe if I can survive n b patience?? Haizzz... I haf alot of question marks in my head n I oso dun haf ani ans for my own questions.. Wat shud I do n wat shud I nt do?? ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im nt satisfied wif wat he had done to me...

2006-12-04T21:26:00.000-08:00

Argggghhhhhhh!!!!! Im so damn nt satisfied wif wat my guy told me to do.. He told me nt to lyn my fren, Syed coz he msg me tt he luv me alot.. Tp biler part dia.. Kwn pompan or x dia msg cam tu I mintak num nk kol, my guy mati2 tk nk kasi n kasi lh mcm2 alasan.. Tp biler dia.. Nk num Syed lh.. Nk bbl tanyer dia mcm2 lh.. Tp biler I tk kasi mcm2 lh my guy cm yg I ni nk side kn Syed lh.. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sape tk geram sey??!! I dun noe blh smp cam ni.. I ingat kn yg Syed ni nk bekwn jer.. Abeh.. My guy nk mrh2 n slhkn me plak.. If I knew comferm I elek nye.. I kdg2 tk phm dgn my guy.. Biler dia sumer nyer blh.. Tp kalo me.. Ade jer benda yg tk kene.. Y guys have to be tt way?! Mentang2 dorg ni laki.. Ape?! Dorg ingat dorg blh uat sesuka ati ke?! Mentang2 kte ni pompan n kaum yg lemah.. Td biler kte tgh discuss sal ni, cam I nk ckp jer.. "Abeh knp biler x u kol u lyn?? Tp biler me.. U srh jgn lyn dia?" Tk phm I?! Skg aru nk kol n mintak maaf.. Haizzz.. Tk phm.. Tk phm... Kalo btol lh my guy tu syg kn me.. Sepatut nyer dia kene jage me btol2 n bkn nk mrh2.. Cm me.. Walaupn kdg2 tu sakit ati biler x dia kol bbl dgn dia, I uat bdh jer.. Uat per kn nk bsr2 kn perkara cam ni?? Buang masa jer.. Tp dlm ati.. Hanya ALLAH sajer jer yg TAU!!!!

wat a day..

2006-11-29T05:41:00.000-08:00

Haizz.. Stress3!! Im so stress up wif my AOA assignment.. I dun quite understand the instruction n the notes tt Mrs Setto gave it to us.. Its totally diff frm wat she taught us.. Pt paper lain.. Dia ajar lain.. Cm ner nk phm?? Bsok its AOA test.. DAMN!!!! I dun haf confidence tt I'll pass my AOA wif an A.. Tkt alot of my methods are nt the same wif wat the teachers taught us n marks will b deducted.. Haizzz..

Today we gt out POM test paper bck.. N wat did I get??!! I failed.. The marks?? Ermmm.. Let it b a secret.. Tkt org telampau gembira biler dpt tau my marks... Hehehe.. Onli haisah knew my marks.. I juz dun quite understand y ppl get so excited abt passing their class test?? N y dey gt so tensed up wen dey didnt get the marks dey wanted even if is nt higher den 30 may b?? Y?? Its juz a GOD DAMN class test.. Lain lh kalo final yr nyer exam.. Tu kalo nk tensed up or HAPPY MAUT pn tk pe.. Haizz... I juz dun understand tis kind of ppl.. (Im sori if I offend some ppl regarding tis coz I've been observing tis ppl for long).. Some more.. I dun noe y ppl luv to take advantage of our weakness?? Such as.. Kalo kte dh bbl lembut2 n baik2, knp org suke pijak2 kpale kte?? Knape?? I juz wanna let it out n tok tis kind of ppl.. Bt.. I juz cant.. Y?? Coz I take care of their feeling.. I juz tink tt if I tok to dem regarding tis, Im afraid dey will hate me TO THE MAX!!! Bt.. For goodness sake.. Dun test my patience lh.. Its been quite some time oready lor..

So.. Bcoz of tis.. I juz HATE GOING TO SKUL!!!!!! Its my first time attending skul wif tis kind of WEIRD PPL arnd me!!! I juz miz my first yr classmate (NITEC students).. I cm hrp if tt yr didnt end.. Or our Nitec course was a 2 yr course.. I juz miz those times.. Hanging out in the library (nw change to the F&B place), in the canteen skippin class aft debarsion list are out, hanging out wif the seniours.. I really miz those times.. I nvr felt tis kind of boring in my whole entire life.. Its like in skul theres nothing fun abt it.. BLANK!!!! Bt.. Wat to do.. I still haf to attend skul to complete my module n get my full cert.. Juz hoping I haf the strength to juz endure wif all ups n dwns.. Juz praying hard.. Haizzz....

sat life..

2006-11-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

Yahoo!! At last, aft so long didnt catch a movie, ydae i watched a movie wif my guy.. Its "HAPPY FEET".. It was so damn funny n we enjoyed seeing it.. hahahaha... Didnt get the chance to ask Ash abt the movie.. Bt its okie.. I watched it oready.. Those who luv to watch cartoons, do watch this movie.. I juz love the music n how the penguins sing n do the tap dance.. hahaha.. B4 we went to PS, I met Id n Khai at Dhoby Ghaut MRT stnt.. My guy thought I juz saw my old clazmate n he like,"Comferm u mest peluk n bbl2 nye dgn dia".. Bt.. Wifout realising it, dey r juz my clas n skulmate.. hehehe.. Sorry dear.. 4gt to introduce dem to u..We didnt tok long coz the train tt Id is boarding had arrived n we juz shaked n say goodbyes to each other..

Ydae, me n my guy didnt go out tt much due to his tireness aft having famili day at Sentosa n aft werk at Jurong East.. Cian syg ku.. Thx syg for all the sacrifice u've done to me.. Really appreciate tt..

Btw.. Thx Id n Ash for ur comments abt Me & Haisah.. Really appreciate tt 2..

r we twins sista??

2006-11-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

R we both twins?? ermm.. i kept wondering wat makes ppl tink tt we r twins?? is it becoz of our same kinda of hair style?? uniforms or shoes?? wat i can c frm our faces, we look different.. even our mothers sometimes mix us both.. hehehe... many strangers been staring at us as if we had done something wrong.. stare pn cm tk suke gitu.. kalo nk tanye kte ni kembar ke tk?? tanyer jer lh.. tk yah lh nk stare2.. cm nk mkn org gitu.. hehe.. even the cashier at the Value shop at West Mall even asked Haisah whether i'm her sista?? hahaha.. manusia2.. pelik2..

A few mths ago, gt incident whereby an aunty stared both of us frm head to toe n frm toe to head.. kalo tgk jauh2 tk pe.. tp dpn2 mata.. sape tk terkejut?? aiyoo nyonya.. nasib aik kte tk de lemah semangat.. oklh ppl.. let u c our pix n tell me wat r our similiarities, ok?

ari yg paling bahagia utk ku....

2006-11-02T18:33:00.000-08:00

Ydae was my happiest moment wif my guy aft so long didnt meet me due to ari raya.. the last we met pn last thurs biler jln raye dgn Haisah & Ahmad.. so.. its been a wk since i last saw him.. telepas lh rindu yg sekian lame terpendam d dlm ati masing2.. hehehe.. i dun noe y skg2 ni kalo brape ari tk jmp rindu semcm jer.. (tu pn kalo dia tk uat prangai lh.. hehehe)..

Ok.. Heres the story..

Ydae i g umah dia juz to lepak2 n mit his siblings coz dey kept asking my guy wen i'll be coming n dey miss me so much.. so.. g lh umah dia jmp adk2 dia.. his younger sibling, tikah, tk abes2 melekat jer dgn me.. ane me g mst dia ikot dari blakang n hug me.. time mkn pn dia srh i suap kn.. tk prnh2 dia mintak.. i lang my guy.. He juz say,"biasa lh tu yg.. dia kn rindu kn u.." hehehe.. malu lh.. tk prnh2 i suap kn tikah biler i g umah dia..

Den after lepak pt umah dia, kte lepak2 dgn kwn2 bola dia pt bwh blk.. smp pecah perut i ketawa kn dorg nye karenah.. my guy told me tt ni aru sikit yg i jmp.. nnt bsok aru see the full strength of his kwn2 bola.. mampos.. nnt bkn stakat pecah perut jer.. nnt smp teddk2 i ketawa.. hehehe...

At 8.00 pm, we mintak diri utk g tmpt lain.. we went to VIVO CITY utk mkn.. (semlm dari alek skul smp ke VIVO CITY blum mkn.. lapar.. hehehe).. so we went to banquet n had Chicken Rice for dinner.. after having dinner.. i pn ajak my guy to the SKY PARK at the VIVO CITY rooftop.. fuh.. punye lh lawa time mlm.. masa tu i g dgn my galfrens pn time tghari.. panas.. biler mlm.. fuhlamak.. biler dh carik spot utk diri, all of the sudden, my guy diam.. i ask him y.. den he asked me to listen btol2 to the music.. n yah.. lagu HEART.. argghhhh!!! i loike.. hehehe... tk sia2 kte diri dekat2 1 restaurant pt tingkat 2.. hehehe.. pas lagu HEART tros lagu SEXYBCK.. heheh.. dh cm pt clubbing..

Pas brape minit diam.. my guy tetiba tanye me whether is tis my first time btol2 fall in love?? my ans?? mst lh YES!! its my first time really2 falling in love wif him.. i ask him y he ask me tt n how he gt to noe.. he juz ans, "Ermm.. dari i tgk u dari td biler u tgh dgr lagu Heart n i sang along, u senyum jer n muka pn merah jer.." "Tahan malu ehk??" Isk.. punyer lh malu biler dia ckp gitu.. apetak nye.. nmp jer yg im blushing.. pdhal tmpt dia very dim.. nk tahan malu nye psl.. i tros hug n kiss his cheek.. heheh..

Ydae was the time we btol2 nye spending time wif each other eventhough kte nk g byk tmpt utk dating.. hehehe.. stakat lepak pt umah n g VIVO CITY pn jd lh.. heheh.. its juz our short n simple date... i juz hope yg ydae evening didnt end.. bt wat to do.. the day haf to end.. haizz.. so.. juz wait for 2molo plak lh.. kuar jln raye dgn kwn2 bola dia..

END...

ari yg paling kelakar dlm idup ku..

2006-10-31T05:18:00.000-08:00

hola.. hai.. sori for the long update.. dun haf ani story to update.. juz happen tt ydae n 2day is mine n haisah nye "HARI BODOH".. hahahazz.. ydae we've been laughing frm jurong point till skul.. imagine how long we laughed?? hehehe.. it all becoz of our "kempunan" of eating something.. haisah kempunan nk mkn mee bamian.. me?? YONG TAO FUH lh.. hehe.. for the fasting mth tk dpt nk mkn yong tao fuh.. hehehe..

after eating.. start lh.. bbl slh lh.. action mengarut lh.. benda byk jth lh.. de jer.. today oso the same.. it started in d mrng biler nk start lesson.. pagi2 dh de ari bodoh.. today's first lesson supposed to be POM.. bt dgn confident nyer kte dua ingat first lesson was our AOA lesson.. so after taking the bks, we proceed to B6/304.. nmp dari dulu asking myself, "ehk.. asl ramai nye org?? slalunye sikit?".. den a teacher approach us n asked if we need help.. den we realise tt we came to the wrong classrm due to slh tgk timetable.. punyer lh malu.. hahaha.. nasib aik tk de org prasan.. dh lh dtg lmbt.. g slh klazrm.. haizzz... ari bodoh.. ari bodoh..

tomolo we are going to VIVO CITY after going to simei for some career fair.. jgn de ari bodoh agi sdh lh.. kalo tk.. malu arh.. ramai org nnt pst sane.. ehehe... tk tau lh nnt bsok ape nye ari bodoh?? *thinking*.. so tomolo haf to be extra careful wen toking.. hehehe.. ckp jgn telampau cpt sgt.. slow n steady.. hehehe..

School oliday

2006-09-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

Yahoo!! Nw Im having my 3 wks vacation.. Been waiting for tis oliday for long.. Ape tk?? Blh lh keje ari2.. Collect money for shopping HARI RAYA!! Hahahaha.. Tp.. Boring jak lh oliday ni.. Tk dpt lh nk jmp kwn2 ku.. my 5 gal frens.. Haizzz.. Kalo nk jmp pn Im werking.. Haizz... Nnt bln puasa aru jmp bab nk buka pt luar same2..

Isk... Tk sbr rasanye nk berbuka puasa ramai2 dgn kwn2.. Nnt ane dgn kwn2 skolah.. Kwn2 skolah lame.. Kwn2 keje.. N dgn my guy.. Agi2 tk sbr nk buka puasa pt keje.. Tu yg paling GEREK!! Nnt ane yg bwk burger.. Bwk nasi dgn lauk2 lh.. Bwk kebab.. Macam2 lh.. Dh cm buka puasa pt umah.. Hehehe.. Tk sbr.. Tk sbr.. Heheheh..

So fren.. Kalo nk buka puasa tu blang 1 or 2 wks in advance ehk?? Tkt dh tulis my schedule for the wk..

yahooooo!!

2006-09-13T04:29:00.000-08:00

yahoo!! EXAM r over!! blh lh njoy.. tp tk tau plak results nye cam ner plak kn?? the quest r difficult for some ah.. bt.. as you know.. left some quest blank lh.. hehehe.. so.. having my 3 wks oliday.. finally.. i cn werk frm mon till fri.. yahooo.. jd OKB lh aku.. hehehe.. tis coming 24 sep we will be celebrating Ramadan.. so.. dpt lh buka pt luar dgn member2 n my guy.. hehehe.. tis is the first time lh dpt bebuke dgn my guy.. tk sbr ni.. nk g li aju same2 dgn dia.. dh lame tk shopping aju raye dgn KEKASIH.. hehehe.. juz hopping tt nothing will happen to our relationship after alot of conflicts, quarrel n many more.. juz pray hard jer lh..

2006-09-05T00:11:00.000-08:00

Haizz.. Tk lame agik dh exam.. Havent even start to revise.. Juz do onli the revision papers tt Ms Faith gif.. Makin nk exam makin mls plak nk g skul.. Tis coming thurs n fri may b tk g skul.. Best lh jgk.. Bdn ni msh sakit2 due to rewang pt umah my uncle.. So.. At least blh lh rest after so long been busy wif skul n werk n outing wif my guy.. Hehehe.. Actually having my OA lesson bt didnt listen much to my teacher.. It was so boring n I'm sleepy due to the cold weather.. It had been raining since mrng.. Kalo tt ingat kn tk nk dtg skul bt de KYB retest.. Haizz.. Aru tk nk g skul.. Mls sey td nk bgn.. Tk pe lh.. Tgl bsok jer nk g skul.. Pas tu dh tk yah nk g skul agi.. Pas tu EXAM!!!!!!! Aiyoo yoo.. Tambi!!!

Our 4th mth anniversary...

2006-08-28T04:18:00.000-08:00

Yahoo!! Tomolo me & my guy will be celebrating our 4th mth anniversary.. Alhamdulillah.. Ermm.. Kejam celik kejam celik.. Its been 4 mth oready.. Juz hopefully we will last long until marriage.. Insya allah.. Tp syg nye.. Our anniversary usually fall on wkdays.. Rarely on wkends.. Bt.. Its okie.. A wish frm each other dh cukup ok.. Its the thought tt count.. I dun really meminta for present during anniversary.. No use if every mth we exchange presents bt it doesnt last long.. For wat kn?? I juz grateful to myself tt mu endurance towards him really bebaloi.. Im becoming more mature in tinking wen problems between us timbul.. Nw I dun usually mengamok wen he uat prangai.. Bt.. I juz told myself to cool dwn n solve the matter slowly.. Sometimes oso hes behavouir gets to my nerves.. Bt.. I juz stay cool.. Nw.. wen he tetibe mengamok n juz put dwn the fone, I juz let it b.. I didnt kol or msg him bck asking him y?? Wats wrong wif him?? He will msg me tt he hate me.. I juz ans.. Wateva!! Den he will kol me n ask me bck.. "U.. Btol u dh benci me??" Den i ans.. " I tk ckp pn.. U yg msg me yg u bencikn me.." Den he started to laugh.. Syg.. I oready noe ur behavouir lh.. So dun fool wif me lh ehk.. heheheh.. So.. Luv ya my dear..

The Sentosa outing

2006-08-27T19:44:00.000-08:00

Last Sat, 26 Aug 2006, we celebrated Nora's bdae at Sentosa, Pahlawan Beach.. It was fun though.. It was the 1st time we went out together as a grp durin wkends.. Bt syg.. Suzee tk ikot.. Really miss her.. We had fun takin pic, took the sky ride & many more..

Tt day was hari BODOH for me & haisah.. 1st.. Rode the sky ride.. Her sandals tertgl went we sat on the skyride.. She shouted, "Ehk.. Slipar aku..!! Slipar aku..!! Hehehe.. I was laughing like mad.. Org naik senyap2.. Menikmati permandangan.. Kte.. Masya allah.. Ketawe cm org giler.. Al maklumlh.. It was the 1st time.. Hehehe.. We leave Sentosa at arnd 5 plus..

After went to Sentosa, me & haisah went to Geylang to buy brg kueh for mama.. Den singgah jap at 1st Lady.. Fuh.. The clothes.. Lawa2.. Thought to tell mama i wanna buy another aju.. hehehe..

Took the train bck hm.. It was in the train lh we had many ari BODOH.. Laugh non-stop frm Paya Lebar mrt stnt till Jurong East mrt stnt.. I had stomach cramp due to alot of laughing.. Weneva i wanna stop laughing, haisah will remind me of her incident at Sentosa.. I was like. "Oi!! Jgn start lh.. Perut aku dh sakit ni.. Pnt aku ketawa!!.." She said she cant forget her own incident.. She was soooooo paisey to tt mamat lh.. Heheheh.. Mentang2 dh lame tk kluar berdua, ade jer benda2 BODOH terjd.. Kte ni kalo kluar berdua kalo tk de ari2 BODOH mmg tk sah!! Ade.......... Jer... Hehehehe....

Hope to haf tis kind of outings again in d future.. Hope go in a more bigger grp.. Mayb?? Hopefully.. Or mayb overnite at Sentosa??

wat a disappointment..

2006-08-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

Haizz.... Our wish n hope to get the 3rd placing had gone thru d thin air.. We lost to ITE COLLEGE EAST team 2 by 2-1.. Dey won the penalty shot.. Ermmm.. Tk dpt lh rase medal tu.. Im gonna miss floorball after grad next yr.. WoooHooo... Despite the disappointment.. I gt the chance to tok to my x, Khai for the 1st time.. hahahah.. After 2 yrs plus we didnt mit n contact until juz nw aru bbl.. I juz gt to noe tt he had been single for 9 mths.. Dey broke up due to some famili probs.. Cian Khai.. Dari dulu smp skg always gt famili probs wen comes to relationship.. Bt.. Tts relationship life.. Theres always be ups n dwns.. He didnt quite change much.. Cume stakat he grown much bigger in size jer lh.. heheh.. Tk trime wen i said tt hes FAT.. He said tt he still d same like last time.. Bt.. Wen i told him tt i still kept his pix n cn c his difference he was shocked.. Agaknye dlm ati dia ckp.. "Msh simpan jgk gmbr aku.." hehehe.. bt i dun noe lah if he still kip my pic n my ring.. Evethough we had broken up for 2 yrs.. Our memories together i always remember.. His winney d pooh.. Haizzz... Bt.. Its okie.. Nw i haf found a new one.. So take care of him n dun let ani gals grab him.. Insyaallah.. I wont make the same mistake.. Al maklum lh.. My age doesnt getting younger.. Its getting older as year past.. So haf to find the rite guy n if possible juz stick to one.. Insyaallah..

The Final Tournament...

2006-08-24T03:51:00.000-08:00

Geng3.. Tomolo will be our last tournament.. Its for the 3rd & 4th placing.. Fuh.. Seram... It will be held at ITE SIMEI.. The match will b in d mrng again at 8.15 a.m.. Arghhhh... We suppose to reach at Tamp interchange at 7 a.m & reach ITE SIMEI at 7.15 a.m.. Haf to wake up early in d mrng again.. Y lh d match has to be in the early mrng??!!

Tis will be mine and our last tournament together.. Den after tt say bye2 to floorball.. Den i will mis all my floorball gals.. Ermmm... Tomolo may b we will starting of wif ITE COLLEGE EAST TEAM 2.. So watcha tink?? We'll win?? Of coz.. Who dun wanna to win after d long training?? We want to bring bck medal & pround of d skul.. We hopefully to get 3rd placing..

So guys & gals.. Plz pray for us ehk?? heheh.. We'll bring proud for ITE COLLEGE WEST..

2nd tournament

2006-08-22T04:36:00.000-08:00

Okie.. b4 tt.. heres 1 of d pic tt was taken after d match.. jgn mrh ehk.. de sesat team player dari college east.. hehe

bck row: Fie & dun noe who (heheh)..

frnt row: me, reva, raf & yani

Walau.. my left hand hurt siak.. dun noe y its hurts so much?? juz nw we had tournament against ITE COLLEGE EAST.. its a tough match for us.. i suddenly pancit in d middle of the match.. gt scolded by fizah, our goalie.. dey managed to beat us 3-1.. aiyahh.. lost again.. raf, our captain was so dissapointed tt she almost cried.. yalah.. who want to lose??

Team 2.. its an improvement for dem.. dey managed to defend demselves bt dey lose 3-0.. actually we cud win tis game bt.. d refree ah.. KAYU!!!! alot of slashing didnt whisel.. alot of my team players fall oso dey did nothing.. WAT D HELL SIAK!!!

Btw.. really satisfy after seeing my ex, KHAI.. almaklum lh.. haisah always told me tt she saw KHAI at town lh.. at esplanade lah.. she told me KHAI dh makin selekeh & fat.. nw i believe her & KHAI wen haisah told me & he himself told me tt hes fat wen we did contact d last time.. on mon, he was so shocked tt he saw me.. he didnt even smile.. aiyah.. hes actually nt too fat lh.. ok2 lh.. bt.. SELEKEH!!! okie.. enuf toking abt him.. heheheh..

Tomolo its our quater final.. didnt realise we still gt d chance in d tournament.. tkt sey.. im scared if i get tired easily for tomolo match & my hand still hurts alot.. bt luckily our match starts at 3pm.. hahahah..

the tournament

2006-08-21T04:41:00.000-08:00

Haizz... Wat a tiring day for me.. Today is d day tt our team frm COLLEGE WEST had a tournament against COLLEGE CENTRAL.. Fuh.. Punyer lh bedebar debar.. The guys lost the 1st 2 games against COLLEGE CENTRAL.. Bt for gals in TEAM 1.. We managed to haf the same score wif COLLEGE CENTRAL.. 4-4..

I felt totally bad for the last 1 min.. I cn score coz I was juz infront of the goalpost.. Bt den I was cheated by d Central tt it havent start yet n furthermore theres no whistle frm the ref.. Wat a waste.. If nt we cnd win dem 5-4.. Bt its okie.. We managed to beat dem.. Nt like last yr dey managed to defeat us by 10-1 for the TEAM 2.. haizzz...

For TEAM 2.. It was a big lost to dem.. They were defeated by d Central 10-0.. I cn see their dissapointment.. Cheer up gals.. TRY UR BEST IN TOMOLO'S GAME AGAINST COLLEGE EAST..

Haizz... Gonna gt up early again for tomolo.. Our match start at 9 a.m.. Fuh.. Nk bgn tu.. Masyaallah.. Hanye ALLAH saje yg tau..

So.. Wish our skul luck!!!!!

My Tournament

2006-08-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

Haizz.. Tis comin Mon is my floorball tournament at ITE Tampines.. So unfortunately, me & haisah are in different teams.. Im in team 1 n shes in Team 2..

Haizz.. Pagi2 dh start tournament.. Start at 11 plak tu.. Haf to wake up early lh.. Haf to reach ITE Tampines at 10 sey.. Tkt sey.. Eventhough I had gone thru tornament bt.. D nervousness feelin is there.. No confidence in myself to play well arh..

2molo is our onli last tranin.. Couch will brief us on our positions.. If onli he gif me the forward position.. Aiyooo... Parah sey.. i dun noe how to play forward.. Im gd at defending..

Aiyooo!! Scared2!! Bt i juz hope we cn go for d final.. Last yr dh kalah for all games.. Tis yr we'll try our best to go for d finals.. kalo tk.. stakat semi finals tu pn dh cukup dh.. hehehe..

To ALL my floorball gals.. Gd luck in d match n make ITE West College PROUD!!!!!

Cnt wait for Sat

2006-08-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

yo!! wassup ppl?? hehehe.. i juz cnt wait for sat to come.. wanna noe y?? im goin shopping wif my guy.. yahooo!!!..

been so long didnt go shopping wif him.. rindu rase nye.. hehehe.. we going shopping at Kranji This Fashion to search for my blazer(to be worn on Ejay's bdae), den to Mustafa Centre(mayb) to search for my shoe.. for my guy.. he had oready bought for himself a white kemeja & a black kemeja.. so tt sat its onli meant for me & onli me to shop.. wuakakakakakaka!!!!

den after shopping.. tot of taking neoprint together.. we juz cnt miz taking neoprint every mth.. hehehe.. we juz luv taking pix.. samade pt neoprint or at my hp.. comferm de muke kte dua.. hehe..

My feeling...

2006-08-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

halo2.. actually i gt nothing to do.. havent even start studying for my TPS CA 2molo.. hehehe..

veri tired lh after d floorball training.. been so long didnt train.. all parts of my body ached like HELL!!! juz hope some1 wif a kind heart cn massage for me.. asked my mum for help she told me to massage myself.. hehehe.. 2molo gt another training.. DAMN!! 2 lh.. nk sgt msk tournament.. tis training is different frm my last year tarining wif SONIA.. tis year we had training everyday.. i juz gt to noe tt our tournament will be on the 21 Aug 2006.. wah!! so fast!! its arnd 3 wks time..

den on fri, the whole Higher Nitec frm Admin course(i tink) will haf to go to the dragon boat.. aiyoo.. byk leceh lor... den after tt dun noe where to go.. nk tgk wyg cite sumer boring.. dun noe lh.. may b walking arnd town cm ank KKS jer lh.. hehehe.. aiyoo.. byk pnt lor.. bt..

at least i n haisah cn go "dating" 2gether.. hehehe.. since i had a guy i seldom goes out wif her.. kte pn dh lame tk amek neoprint 2gether.. miz those times wen we took neoprints.. byk pix BODOH.. hehehehe.. rite haisah?? i juz felt guilty tt i had neglected her since the past few mths.. i didnt spend time wif her or tok to her in skul.. i wud either tok to my guy on d fone or juz msg him onli.. i'm sori haisah for neglecting u.. i didnt realise abt it.. i juz gt to noe wen during one of d oliday she told me she wanted to c me after werk.. tts was d time tt she told me everything frm A to Z.. after she told me den i thought n told myself,"Kin.. wat had u done to ur frendship??" "Dh dpt kebahagian dlm percintaan kau nk lupe kn kwn kau yg slalu dsamping kau dkala kau dlm kesusahan, kesepian dan kegembiraan?" suddenly d guilty feeling came n i was too embarassed to say sori to her.. i juz cnt face her after wat i had done to her.. bt.. after a while wen she started to laugh n tok to me in a happy mood, i pn started to tok to her, laugh wif her.. im juz grateful to haf her as my "BESTFREND" & "MY SISTER".. she oso told me tt she really luv our FRENSHIP tt she hope nothing will happened like wen we were in secondary skul.. i will promise myself tt i wud nt neglect her ever again.. at least a few times in a mth we try to go out 2gether or may b we haf a double date..

on sat plak, going out wif my guy.. dun haf plans at d moment where to go.. heheh.. last min planning.. fuyooo.. tis yr wen i stead wif my guy, i almost goes out wif my guy every sat or may b sun.. till late nites den reach hm.. last time wif my x pn didnt go out tt many times or went bck late nite.. i juz dun noe y i juz want to spend wif him almost everyday if possible?? wif my EXs oso i dun haf tis kind of feelings tt i miz dem tt much.. bt wif my guy ni.. rindu semacam jer.. m i deeply in luv wif him?? is tis kol "KU SDG MABUK CINTA?" i myself cnt explain it..

oklah.. enuf for 2day.. juz scared tt u guyz will be sleeping even b4 finishing reading my blog.. hehehe..

my story..

2006-07-31T04:06:00.000-08:00

Haizzz!! Bored2!!! no mood to study for my TPS CA at d moment.. & oso abit tired.. ape tknye.. 3 straight days been goin out wif my guy n his fren, Ejay n his gal, Fizah..

Semlm g Hi-Tea at Sakura Nana at Eunos.. its Hafiz Glamour show & Ejay was the MC for tt day.. so advantage for me & my guy lh.. msk FOC.. heheh.. eventhough it was onli for a short while coz we came in late, i gt the chance to watch KHAIRIL YUSUF performance.. hehe.. He is so damn CUTE!!! hehehe.. yg paling syg skali was we didnt gt the chance to go to his hse coz dh lmbt.. tkt lmbt alek.. ape tk nye.. d show finished at 7.00 pm.. Damn.. wat a miz.. Al mklumlh.. kte ni msh skul.. so tk blh lh nk alek lmbt sgt kalo mlm isnin..

On Sat, 29.07.06 it was our 3rd mth anniversary.. kejam celik kejam celik dh 3 bln me n acit stead.. dun b surprised coz.. on sat tu lh its our 1st time celebrating our anniversary tetap on our 3 mth.. if nt.. usually our annivesary falled on wkdays.. so onli sat or sun we cn celebrate.. 1st, we went to bowling wif Ejay. Fizah, Fizah's dad n her sis.. we had fun at d bowling coz 1st time lh tgk dorg2 sumer main.. onli Fizah's dad yg pro.. Brape kali strike.. jealous akak.. hehehe.. i onli gt 1 strike.. msh tu g dgn famili dpt 2 ke 3 strike.. bt tt day 1 jer.. agaknye my care pakaian mmg tk kasi strike kot?? hehe.. ape tk nye i kai veri gerly2.. hehehe..

Oh gosh.. At last...

2006-07-27T09:12:00.000-08:00

Yahoo.... At last my TPS project had finished... I really pity my 2 frens, Haisah n Afra.. 2day, dey went hm at arnt 11.00 pm.. Im juz worried abt Afra as she stay at CCK.. Bt luckily her dad picked her up at Fajar LRT stnt..

Nw, I had juz finished wif my poster.. Oklah.. Quite nice oso lh.. Bt dun noe abt my other team members lh.. For dem I dun noe whether is it nice or nt..

After tis ingat kn nk rest tp msh de agi project nk kene abes kn.. Our OA project.. Blum abes2 agi.. Haizzzz....

How Boring M I

2006-07-25T23:31:00.000-08:00

Haizz... How boring m i 2day.. Skul finished at 3.00 p.m 2dae as tt was no TPS lesson.. Bt cnt go bck early as I haf to wait for my guy finishes at 5.30 p.m..

Nw Im in the Self Access Rm doing nothing except updating my blog.. hehehe.. Lucky gt Haisah to accopmany me.. Bt she has to leave at 4.00 p.m.. So I be alone again.. Wait in the canteen..

Gosh.. I didnt bring along my earpiece.. I cn only hear my MP3 wifout using my earpiece lh then..

Been very tired nowadays due to unfinished projects.. Aft TPS got another project to finish up & tt is my OA project.. Haizz... Biler lh nk abes all projects ni?? Been bored wif projects oready..

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOME BAD NEWS

2006-07-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

Yday juz gt a bad news frm my guy.. 1st, he told me tt hes going for an operation tis coming September.. 2nd, he told me tt if he cnt make it for the op, he told me to find a new guy.. How cn i find a new guy if i luv him sooooooo much??

Ydae wat he tok to me was all abt if he cnt make it for the op he told me nt to cry.. It was as though tt I juz cnt let him go.. I cried all nite wen I thought abt it.. He did asked me whether I cried on the fone.. Bt I haf to lie to him tt I didnt cry.. I juz dun wanna make him to worry abt me.. He has alot of things to worry abt.. Such as his sibling..

He apologised to me.. I asked him y?? He juz said, "Umi.. Abah nk mintak maaf bab kte aru nk de 3 bln anniversary tp abah mungkin tgl kn umi.." "Abah kecian n slalu ingat kn umi... Nnt sape nk tgk2 kn umi kalo abah dh tk de kalo umi pt luar?? Sape nk amek umi alek keje??".. My heart suddenly felt so sad tt i even cnt explain how sad i was ydae...

I juz dun wanna to lose him.. I juz prayed to ALLAH tt he will be fine.. Ydae oso at camp his asthma came again n his inhaler was at his hm.. I was so worried tt i nearly kol his fren for help.. YA ALLAH.. tlg slamat kn lh dn pjng kn lh umur dia.. Ku blum sedia utk bepisah dgn nye..

Juz Hate Skul Oliday...

2006-07-18T21:32:00.000-08:00

Haizzz... Skul was juz too early to end.. I juz didnt njoy my skul oliday & my werk.. Tot my skul oliday was a 1 mth oliday.. Bt.. Haizz.. Its juz 2 wks.. Aru nk keje ari2.. Tp.. Stakat 2 minggu jer keje.. Aiyooo.... Boring.....

Oliday pn gt projects to finish up.. Study.. Aiyoooo.... I juz hate olidays if theres some assignment or subjects to study.. Cnt njoy fully... Haizz... Aru nk kumpul duit dh nk start skul.. Ermmmmm....

Actually.. I dun even noe wat to type.. Been toking abt my guy lately.. Tkt org bosan plak kn.. Btw.. Galfrenss.. Me & my guy ok2 ajer alhamdulillah.. Its all juz a mizunderstanding.. Bt.. Alhamdulillah.. Everythings okie & orite.. hehehehe..

Haizz.. My guy was juz pullin my leg..

2006-07-09T11:33:00.000-08:00

Heheh.. Im juz glad tt my guy was juz jokin abt d break up tingy.. Actually he was again testin me n my patience whether I cn tolerate wif his behavouir..

2day, I juz gt to noe everything abt his secret abt himself.. Hahahah.. He cant trick me animore.. I noe his secret.. Wuakakakakakaka... So frens.. Juz pray for us, k?? Hehehehe...

Btw.. Sori abt d late update... Been bz goin out wif him.. Hehehehe...

Wat had gotten into my guy 2day?

2006-07-04T21:09:00.000-08:00

Sori for d late update.. Been bz wif my werk n abit lazy to update.. hehhee..

Haizz.. I juz dun noe wat happen to my guy 2day.. All of the sudden he ask for a break up.. Tis is nt the 1st time he asked.. Bt been a few times.. The last time he was juz testing me to see if I love him deeply.. Bt tis time.. I juz cant figured out wat had gotten into him.. I asked the reasons y.. He told me, "Tk yah nk tau lh.." or "Sori umi.. Abah haf to let u go".. Wat d ****???!!!!!

I noe i didnt do any mistake or anything wrong.. Bt y he has to do tis?? I cant understand y!!!!! Argggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!! Y he has to do tis to me???!!! Doesnt he noe tt I luv him deeply.. Kalo nk test pn sikit2 jer lh.. Bt.. NO!!! Been a few times oready!!!!

I've been tinkin if he wanna let me go.. I juz follow wif his flow.. Bt I simply cant let him go juz like tt.. If ani other gals I tink dh lame tgl kn dia pn.. Bt for me.. I dun noe y I cn still tolerate wif his nonsense.. Haizzz... I juz dun noe lh..

My tiring Day

2006-06-27T08:06:00.000-08:00

Oooo.. Wat a tiring 2day for me.. First accompanied my guy to EJ's hse to get his army uniform done.. Sew his name tag lh & macam2 agi lh... Aiyoooooo... Byk leceh hor... hehee.. Came bck frm EJ's hse jer its oready 10 plus... After came bck quickly took a quick bath n quickly do my research on my Tourism project.. Haizzzz... My eyes cant hardly open.. After tis wanna kol my guy... Isk.. Lup punye psl kol jer lh eventhough juz nw we juz met... heheheh...

Nw stress wif my research... Gt alot of information bt none are relevent.. Hate doing research if like tis happens... Haizzz... Nw finding some time to update on my blog.. If nt.. Some ppl will oways ask me to update my blog asap.. hehehe..

Wanna change my blogskin.. Bt.. Dun know which skin to use.. Majority lawa2.. Nvm.. Next time can change.. Oklh.. Im soooooooooooo darm f***ing tired oready.. Wanna get some rest.. My comp oso nid a rest.. Rite comp?? hehehe.. Org giler bbl dgn comp.. heheh.. Almaklum lh.. Dh ngantok... Dh nk condem... Okie guyzzzz.... Chiozzzzzzzz..... Gd nite.. Swit dreamzzzzzz............

I've been tagged

2006-06-18T21:29:00.000-08:00

Three schools I went to:
Teck Whye Primary School
Teck Whye Secondary School
ITE Clementi

Three things in my handbag:
HP
Eyeliner
My purse wif MONEY inside of cuz

Three things I do when I'm stressed:
Kip quiet
Juz read my mly novel
Listen to some music

Three place I go on a daily basis:
Home
Toilet
School

Three favourite fruits:
Strawberry
Kiwi
Honeydew

Three name I go by:
eKin
Kin
Kikin

Three things I'm wearing right now:
Maroon blouse
Black long pants
Sweater

Who is in the house:
Mum
Adk
Alisya

Who am I thinking of right now?
My Darlin Hubby -> Rasyid (hehehe...)

Who did I sit during my 5th period in class?
Nora n Haisah

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
Mat Reps
Minah Reps
n sape2 jer lah

Where is my phone?
In my pocket

Where do I sleep?
In my rm lh of cuz..

Where is the place I took ride to?
School
Work place
Home

What was the last thing I ate?
Pau

What colour shirt am I wearing now?
Its a blouse n its maroon in colour

What is the closest item to me that is blue?
My blue T Shirt
Jeans

What do I like most about school?
Ermm.. May b mit my beloved hubby aft skul if he do nt haf ani guard duty.. hehehe

What is my favourite colour?
RED & BLUE

What do I wear most often, jeans or shorts?
Jeans wen goin out
Shorts wen at hm.. (slack lh tu)

What was the last movie I watched?
Cars (wif my beloved hubby)

When did I start school?
Wen I was 5 years old

When did I last go to the mall?
17 June 2006

When did I last burn something?
None!! Tk prnh pn..

3 bloggers to do this:
Haisah
Sahidah
Afra

D most memorable day of my entire LIFE!!!

2006-06-18T05:56:00.000-08:00

WuuuuHuuuuuu!!! Ydae was my memorable day of my entire LIFE spending wif my lovable ones frm afternn till late nite.. It was fun..

1st, we went to bugis junction to take a neoprint... It turned out ok lh.. Den we went to Golden Landmark to watch my guy's fren bein d MC for a fashion show.. Ermm.. Unluckily, I didnt bring my digi cam along..

There was SYED AZMIR, KHAIRIL YUSUFF, KHAIRIAH, ATRISYA, SYAIFUL APEK, HAFIZ GLAMOUR & many more lh.... Ohhhh... Tgk muke SYED AZMIR blh cair...heheheh.. Punye lh hensem biler dia senyum... Syg lh.. I juz lost my hp.. Kalo tk.. Dh amek pix dgn dia sey.. Haizz... Miz d chance man.. Hehehe.. Mampos kalo my guy noe.. Hehehe..

Eventhought wat me n my guy plan to catch a movie didnt work coz it was already late, we did still had a great fun goin out wif his fren, EJ n his galfren, Fizah..

We went bck to Bugis Village to get a pair of couple ring... Awwww.. Me n my guy bought a ring which had an engravement of LOVE FOREVER.. n we put each other's name inside d ring.. Isn't it suwit?? Hehehe..

My guy's fren, EJ was so jealous wen he saw our ring.. He said, "Aduh.. Touching nye!! Love Forever sey!! Tk blh angkat abg!!" .. Hehhehe... Pdhal.. He oso bought couple ring for fizah n himself.. Bt their's different.. There's a diamond on d ring..

Den after we went to Bugis.. We went to Yishun mkn satay.. Aduh.. Ydae, we had lunch, dinner n supper.. Kembong sey perut.. Dh mkn.. Ape agi.. Mata pn dh ngantok ah.. Tp syg nk tdo biler alek..

I really had d GREAT TIME ydae... Alek smp umah nk kat kul 12.. Hehehe.. Tis comin Sat pn kuar agi.. Waduh.. Blh bankrupt akak.. Heheh.. Tp.. Tk pe.. Utk matair kesygan.. Aduh.. So touching!! I juz hope ydae nite didnt end.. D time flies veri fast sey.. Msh blum puas spend time 2gether.. Bt.. Its okie.. Tis coming Sat ade.. Kuar agi.. Alek mlm agi.. Njoy lh... Hehehe...

Going Out Wif My Guy

2006-06-16T00:40:00.000-08:00

Yahooo!!!! Finally I cn spend time wif my new beloved some1 tomolo... Frm afternn till late nite.. Heheheh.. Been so long didnt manage to spend enuf time wif him... 2molo is our day 2gether.. Cnt wait to spend time wif HIM...

2molo oso its our first time wearing d same colour.. Kalo tk.. Slalu kai selekeh nk mampos... Hehehehe... Tis will b our most memorable day of our LIFE..

Almaklum lh.. Si dia slalu c me in t shirt n jeans.. But 2molo.. I will wear the blouse tt he had bought for me.. heheh.. touching kn??

Eeeee... Cnt wait for 2molo.. Take pix, catch a movie n juz hang out n juz spend time 2gether... Oh Dear!! Plz make d time go fast.. hehehe..

My New Blog

2006-06-14T22:38:00.000-08:00

Haiyaa... I was so fed up wen finding a new skin for my blog.. Gt so many nice blog.. It takes me 1 hr to choose my blog.. Hehehehe.... Al maklumlh.. 1st time doing a blog.. Jd.. Confuse lh.. Ane nk letak tagboard, ane nk letak pix sndiri.. Aiyoo.. hehehe..

I juz cnt wait for next mth to buy my new fone.. Bt.. My parents still havent know tt my hp had been stolen.. Haizzz... Bt since tt person willing to pay me bck.. Ermmm... Find new fone ah even though I still luv my old fone..

Oklh.. Enuf toking abt my fone.. Uat sakit ati jer.. Haizzz... So gt bck to guys ltr to update...if necessary..heheh..Wanna take my bath first.. Havent taken my bath yet aft coming bck frm my floorball training.. hehehe.. Sori guyss.... hehehe.. Muackzzzz....

Wat kind of Kiss M I?

2006-06-13T00:30:00.000-08:00

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance. You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea. The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood. It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

How Do Ppl Envy Abt Me??

2006-06-12T23:44:00.000-08:00

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

Found my HP

2006-06-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

Today I juz gt to noe tt my fone had been found but... Unluckily my fone had been SOLD..!!!! Argggghhhhhh!!!!! It cost him $120 for my fone.. Hes too depressed for MONEY!!

My guy asked me whether he & his frens cn beat tt guy up?? But.. I juz say.. "No nid lh my dear.. Its gd tt he owns up.. Even if you guys beat him up.. I wont get my fone bck.."

By a form of apology, tt guy who sold my fone off, promise to gif me $250 to buy a new fone.. But.. Even if I take tt money I wont b buying my fone bck.. The same old fone.. My favourite fone.. Its impossible if by next mth my fone is still in d shop.. Conferm it has been sold off... OOOOOOOOOO...... I want my fone bck!!!!

My Lost HP

2006-06-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

Haizzz... I've lost my motorola Roker.. Its my 1 n onli favourite hp.. Actually I lend it to someone for 1 wk bt it lost wen he was in d camp.. It was 2day mrng wen d fone was missing.. I juz gt to noe wen he kolled me in d mrng n told me d bad news..

How cn I get my fone back??!!! OHHHHHHHHH!!!! Hopefully, tt PERSON who stole my fone gif bck lh.. I cnt life wifout my FAVOURITE FONE!!!! ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Oh God.. Juz pray tt I cn get bck my fone.. But I noe.. Its impossible.. Who r soooooooooooooo stupid to gif bck aft stealing it?? But.. Haizzzz......

visitin to d changi airport

2006-06-07T14:59:00.000-08:00

The TPS Klaz Frm Klaz SM & SN

Bedating d "Botanic Garden"

Red vs White

R we in Bali?

Ydae our TPS klaz frm klaz SM & klaz SN went to d Changi Aiport for some klaz tour. It was kind of boring at first bt.. It was quite fun aft seeing d facilities in the airport.. Tis are some of d pixz tt we took in d airport. Fuyoo.. Punye lh lawa inside d airport.. Gt swimming pool, spa, gym, shopping places.. If onli I gt d money.. Fuh.. Bt.. Haizzzzzz... hehehe.. phm2 jer lh ye...

my life...

2006-06-03T04:03:00.000-08:00

Haiyah.. So damn tired ah.. Onli 2 days per wk werking oso tired.. Aiyoo... hehehe.. May b becoz of ydae outing wif Haisah to do our skul project.. We went frm Chinatown to Golden Mile juz to find our resources.. Wen cn we stop having to do our skul project?? Im sick n tired of projects, exams & tests.. Tis comin mon oso gt test bt I still havent study yet.. So damn lazy man.. Juz bring d book hm bt.. Study in my dreamzzz... Hahazzzz...

Official broke off

2006-06-01T01:05:00.000-08:00

Haizzz... 2dae is d end of my lov journey wif my dearest guy, Adha.. I totally haf no intention 2 broke off wif him, bt.. I juz cnt stand to c him veri depressed wif my attitude. His mum oso dissapointed wif me.. Im sori mk.. Im juz nt fit to b ur future daughter-in-law.. Actually for him our relationship is still on bt nt 4 me.. Haizz.. I juz dun seem to noe how to xplain to him tt our relationship is off.. I noe he really luv me.. Bt.. Haizz.. Nvm.. If we r faith to b 2gether den let ALLAH do his job.. Insyaallah we mit in d future.. Gd bye my luv.. Gd bye my syg.. Gd bye my hubby..

My day again...

2006-05-30T23:49:00.000-08:00

Actually.. I've gt nothing to do.. As I finished my skul early today.. HOORAY!! Bt.. Yalah.. Goin bck early oso boring.. 1st.. Nowhere to go & 2nd wen reach hm oso dont noe wat to do?? hahaha... Haiyah.. B4 I start toking nonsense again.. Juz wanna share u guyz my pixs..

Lawa tk aku ni?? (isk.. prasan jer)..

Prasan nk jd minah hawaii...

Me Myself & I

my DAY

2006-05-30T05:08:00.000-08:00

Haizzzzzz... everyday is such a boring day.. bored wif skul.. bored wif projects.. bored wif tests & exams.. bored of LIFE!!! haizz.. for the past days n wks.. im nt myself.. i juz dun noe how to solve my probs wif my guy.. haizz.. i cn gif him chances bt.. im juz scared tt he wud do the same things again.. i juz dun wanna quarrel over a small things.. bt.. haizzz... i dun noe.. im juz curious.. y i cn oways help ppl wif RELATIONSHIP probs, bt wen comes to me.. i juz cnt seem to find solution to my probs.. Haizz.. Oh GOD!! Plz help me.. I juz want to break wif him.. Bt he didnt wanna let me go.. Haizz.. I wanna break wif him nt bcoz of nt loving him animore.. bt.. I juz dun want him to get really upset wif me animore.. I juz cnt stand to see him upset over me wif all my nonsense.. I did told him tt.. Bt.. ermmm.. He juz say he love me & dun want to lose me.. Wat cn I do nw?? I dun noe... Im juz confused.. Oh no.. I kept tinking n wondering.. Is he doing fine?? Is he ok?? How he is at werk?? I want to msg him & reply bck to him wen he msg me.. bt my MIND juz control over my body & my fingers nt to msg him anithing.. Haizzz.... OH GOD!!! Really2 m confused!!!

All Abt ME & My Best Fren...

2006-05-30T04:27:00.000-08:00

Halo2.. As u noe.. My name is Syikin aka babyekin.. Im juz a simple mly gal who is loud, cant sit still, hyperactive, full of nonsense, juz luv to smile and last.. Ermmm... CUTE!! heheh.. Nolah.. Juz kidding.. Im a person who luv to help my frens in times of trouble.. Especially my best of fren Siti Haisah.. She is my fren since Sec 1.. Our frenship are full of ups & dwns.. Bt despite of many try to break our frenship.. Bt sori.. Our frenship still stand strong.. We are juz like sista.. Some even say tt we are TWINS??!! Huh?? Is it true?? I dun even noe & dun even wat to noe.. hehe.. All I noe is tt she is a sista & a fren who oways b my side during my ups & dwns... Thx SiS.. We haf alot of similiarities.. Wanna noe WAT?? of coz!! SHOPPING!! hahaha.. Other den shopping, we oso luv the same cute2 stuff such as teddy bears, cute shoes & sandals.. Bt eventhough we haf similarities, we oso haf difference in us.. She is such a lady2 type whereas for me... heheh.. Rugged gal.. okie.. Enuf of us.. Heres pix of us...

Amaciam?? Ade tokoh tk keje pt ofis?? hahaha

Cute tk kte ni??

the 2 sista