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Monday, July 24, 2006
Yday juz gt a bad news frm my guy.. 1st, he told me tt hes going for an operation tis coming September.. 2nd, he told me tt if he cnt make it for the op, he told me to find a new guy.. How cn i find a new guy if i luv him sooooooo much??
Ydae wat he tok to me was all abt if he cnt make it for the op he told me nt to cry.. It was as though tt I juz cnt let him go.. I cried all nite wen I thought abt it.. He did asked me whether I cried on the fone.. Bt I haf to lie to him tt I didnt cry.. I juz dun wanna make him to worry abt me.. He has alot of things to worry abt.. Such as his sibling..
He apologised to me.. I asked him y?? He juz said, "Umi.. Abah nk mintak maaf bab kte aru nk de 3 bln anniversary tp abah mungkin tgl kn umi.." "Abah kecian n slalu ingat kn umi... Nnt sape nk tgk2 kn umi kalo abah dh tk de kalo umi pt luar?? Sape nk amek umi alek keje??".. My heart suddenly felt so sad tt i even cnt explain how sad i was ydae...
I juz dun wanna to lose him.. I juz prayed to ALLAH tt he will be fine.. Ydae oso at camp his asthma came again n his inhaler was at his hm.. I was so worried tt i nearly kol his fren for help.. YA ALLAH.. tlg slamat kn lh dn pjng kn lh umur dia.. Ku blum sedia utk bepisah dgn nye..
♥ a butterfly landed @
Monday, July 24, 2006
