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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Holaaa guys.. Sori dh lame tk update my blog.. Bkn nye mls tp tk tau ape nk cite.. Ni skg lh aru de cite.. Oklh.. For d past wks ni de byk benda yg belaku to me.. Didnt spend time dgn my guy.. Had some misunderstanding wif him.. Kebykan nyer probs wif my guy lh.. Haizzz.. Nk break dgn dia, I still luv him.. Bt y he must do wat I dun like??!! Y must he make me cry all nite tinking of this??!! All he noes.. Saying sori bt do d same incidents again.. Since dia start bekwn dgn kwn2 dia dari lain department at his werkplace, his attitude changed.. Kte dh tk bbl sgt pt fone.. Dia ckp de duty lh.. Nk rest lah.. Mcm2 reasons lh.. Tp kalo g clubbing tk pnt plak.. Agi tk inform I.. Biler I called him.. Aru lh I tau where he is.. Sape yg tk sakit ati??!! After putting dwn d fone, I juz cried my heart out.. Kalo I kuar tk blang dia tau dia mengamok.. Even kalo kuar dgn famili pn nk mrh2.. Dia??!! Sumer nyer blh lh.. Kdg2 tu pikir yg kalo nk mrh2 kn dia pn tk gune.. Benda dh tejd.. Dh tk gune nk mrh2.. Prnh tu dia tanye I if his attitude had changed?? I say lh no coz I understand tt hes tired of his guard duty n nids some rest.. Tp wat makes me mad ni.. Ckp pnt.. Bt still went clubbing.. I dun noe if I've been nice to him ni kene tmpt ke tk?? I dun noe.. Im confused.. I oso dun noe if my heart still haf the strong luv towards him?? I dun noe???
I dun noe if I shud kene kn dia after wat he did towards me?? Do i will achieve anithing if I do tt?? I dun noe how long I can endure wif all tis?? I noe all relationship do haf its ups n dwns.. Bt.. I dun noe if I can survive n b patience?? Haizzz... I haf alot of question marks in my head n I oso dun haf ani ans for my own questions.. Wat shud I do n wat shud I nt do?? ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ a butterfly landed @ Thursday, January 18, 2007